Friday, July 21, 2006

Rainiefied ---21/07/2006--- I hate today's Ms Lee... In some way or another... I know the feeling of Ms Lee when she scolded us during our chemistry practical lesson, because i've been through and experienced it, that i understand her... However...

When we stepped into Ms Lee's homeroom during our Form Teacher period, i can already sence that she's in a bad mood... But although she's in a bad mood, it doesn't really concern us right? But some words she said then was as though she was venting her anger on us...

But there's something i don't really understand... Our school made us donate to one of the children organizations... They've made it compulsory... The point is, is that doing a good deed or not? Our principal made us donate compulsively, so that our school would have a good impression... But, isn't that putting false front infront of the public? Although other's might see our school as a good school in doing so, the interior is still a bad one... Another thing, our school made it compulsory to donate, to the needy pupils, so that their lives would be happy, by helping them out, and with the price of our happiness? If that's doing a good deed, i don't think so... Why am i not feeling happy about doing so? Recently i'm saving money, had a little struggle over controlling my urge to spend my savings, yet countless TYS and donations just came in... Furthermore, i've only left 20cents during the form teacher period, where Ms Lee conducts the collection of this donations.. For what i know, Ms Lee overheard my speech with Jefferey, which i mentioned that i've left only a pitiful 20cents... Upon hearing this, Ms Lee went on a trance, a fuming rage and reprimand us for donating only few cents, which can't even offer any help at all... But that's all i've got!! What can i do? Beg borrow steal? I still need to save my money!! Think of it, my 20cents might not worth much, but as a whole donation the organization has collected, will it be a big sum or small? By that time my 20cents would be nothing comapred to the sack of gold... One example, government giving 1cents to every citizens of Singapore, although 1cents would be valueless for us, but as a whole 3.8million population, it actually gave $380000!! 1 cent might be meaningless for us, but compared as a whole, is the 1cent that significant?!?!

Going crazy at...
Friday, July 21, 2006