Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Rainiefied ---01/08/2006--- While Tuesday may be the most interesting day in the week, with P.E. periods and tuition-free, it is also the worst day ever in the week... Ms Lee, our science teacher, always get angry this day... Though i know that she put in alot of effort on our class, our class doesn't seems to be performing better... Instead, she described us as a filter funnel having poured water flows out through the bottom, as in that she put in knowledge and info into our brain but it just flows out... To be the fact, i was one of the first few who did a stupid mistake that provoke Ms Lee, of course i felt guilty... I made a mistake by assuming that Hydrogen Gas would be produced in the Qualitative Analysis Experiment 4b, so i tested with a wooden splint... After all the experiments, Ms Lee fumingly scolded our class and expressed her disappointment... Her feelings i could understand... probably, it is my first time that i am afraid to talk to my teacher... Was it guilty or just pure cowardy? She complain about our class being rude not to reply and respond to her questions, but although i know the answers, i do not dare to say out... Today's Ms Lee is scary... Somehow i don't dare to do anything when she is angry... Anyway, speaking out something loud isn't normal of me... I RARELY project my loud voice, so i always have difficulties when i state my answer out in class... Was it shy or being coward? I don't know... Today's incident made me thought of something, we can't really apologise to Ms Lee directly, she bound to reject our apology, only thing we can do, is to prove our sincerity to her through good results or good performance in class... I really wonder how my life will be in the future few months... Who knows? I guess Ms Lee is disappointed in our class and especially me, even i feel disappointed in myself... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006